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Q & A WITH THOM KNOLES •
An
Explanation of 'Bliss'
April
6, 2006
Question:
Thom, I don't know exactly
what you mean by bliss. I am not sure if I am experiencing
bliss. Could you help clarify please?
Thom's
Reply:
It is good that you are sticking with your meditation
program, irrespective of the lack of meditator camaraderie
in your area (and your not fully understanding what is
meant by "bliss" in my usage of the word). In
my meditation teaching, "bliss" rather has become
a term of art, and I would be grateful for your indulgence
while I explain the connotations of that term in this
context.
One
surprise may arise from my assertion that "bliss
is not blissful"! Instead of being merely great happiness,
I assert that bliss is a state of a supreme inner contentedness
that mutes the thinking process. Let me explain.
Any
time we are conscious, thinking happens incessantly. It
is the nature of the unfulfilled mind, via thought, to
move in the direction of greater happiness, whenever choice
can be detected; thought contemplates action to bring
greater happiness.
In
meditation, though, occasionally we find that it is time
to return to the mantra even though we cannot identify
any thought having taken us away from the mantra. Clearly,
the mantra was not there, since we are returning to that;
but if the mantra was not there, and no other thought
was there either, then what
was there?
There
are two possibilities: either "I was asleep (unconscious)",
or "I was awake (conscious)". If we were asleep,
then that explains why we cannot recall any thought having
taken us away from the mantra. But if we are quite certain
that we were not asleep--if, for example, the head did
not drop suddenly--- then we were awake ---but apparently
without thought.
"Awake without thought" is the definition of
pure consciousness, also described as "Being".
So why do we say it is "bliss"?
Conscious
silence must be bliss, since it is the mind's nature never
to stop thinking until it arrives at bliss, the mind's
ultimate goal that transcends mere happiness.
An
unconscious sleeping mind, naturally, does not think.
But one could not claim that thought-free unconsciousness
is bliss, since no experiencer is present when we are
unconscious.
However,
if the mind is conscious --that is, if, due to being conscious,
the mind is capable of detecting charm (greater happiness);
and if, due to its being conscious, the mind is capable
of producing thoughts-- yet it is not producing thoughts,
then why did thinking not occur in consciousness, even
if thinking ceased only for a few seconds?
From
simultaneity of consciousness with no thought we can infer
that the mind must have had an experience of satiety so
great that the mind's search was fulfilled-- even if only
for a few seconds. This is what we mean by bliss.
We say "bliss is not 'blissful' ".
Blissful, in this context, would mean active waves of
happiness and joy. Though bliss is not blissful, contact
with bliss causes thinking and perception to have a blissful
orientation outside of meditation.
The
beach is not the sea.
However, after diving into the sea, returning to the dry
sand refreshed by the sea gives the beach's dry sand that
refreshing orientation. Saccharine is not sweet- it is
beyond sweet: bitter to the tongue. However, diluted saccharine
is intensely sweet. Like that, though bliss itself is
not blissful, contact with bliss makes life blissful in
every way.
Jai
Guru Deva
-Thom-
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